things i don't understand..

-why people have to be mean. blatanly mean to me. you don't have to like me, i never asked for that, just don't be mean to me.

-why people think i don't have feelings and that they don't get hurt. i'm so sensitive, actually. only a few know that.

-why tattoos have to cost so fucking much. well it's my birthday present to myself.

-why photographers just have to take pictures of Teada and i! damnit more pictures on the internet of me! i wasn't going to let that happen again.

-why i can't buy Lashes and Panic at the Disco tickets online.

-why Courtnay lives so far away. i miss her face.

-and i don't understand many more things, but that's all i want to admit to not knowing right now.

-oh yeah, why Christian boys won't call just to go to coffee or something. asking a girl out to coffee isn't something you need to go on a prayer and fasting regime to do. see i told you i don't have the patience for this guy. if he doesn't have the guts to ask me out then he can't handle me. i do have to consider that some guys are just too nice for me, i need someone who can tell it to me straight.