warning: i've been watching felicity, very dramatic, which makes me dramatic.

you know the feeling that not everyone approves of what you're doing? have you felt that? i have, i do. i should be used to this by now, i rarely do what people think i should do, sometimes just because they think so. this isn't directly related to bartending, i don't know maybe it is. actually why i'm posting doesn't really have to do with this topic. i'm trying good judgement for once and not writing things i know aren't true. i realised that saying what i feel, even though i know and state that it's not completely true, still very validly hurts people. i never mean to hurt people. i'm sorry if i do, by the things i say. maybe i don't have that much of an impact on people, probably i don't. i'm pretty sure most of what i do and say gets tossed out the window as 'that's just Kaylie, that's just how she is.' i'm feeling pretty lost right now. i know exactly when that started. big things for me to say on my blog, it'll probably be deleted in the morning. i so hope no one leaves 'advice' or whatever.