so the love affair is officially over

i went into to where he works to today and talked to him...more like yelled at him. i ended up giving him the demetri story. he just sat there and said i'm sorry and i don't know what to say, like a little, helpless, boy. he didn't fight for me at all! i thought about wether or not i should go in and talk to him all day and then got almost no reaction for him. i know i'm over-reacting, i'm sure of it, but i can't do this dating thing anymore. i don't trust him, i can't play these stupid games-i can't handle this! i'm not ready, my still mending from previous heartbreaks. i have a lot of stuff to deal with still left over from demetri.

i knew this was going to end so better sooner than later. and from now on God is going to have "date" for me because i can't deal with it.

and thanks liana for talking me out of going to demetri's. and thanks courtnay for being you.