why i'm a stupid girl
it's been 4 days since i've talked to him (zivan)! does "i'll call you later" mean i'll call you later that day or later that month, year, decade?! i can't handle this, i used to be able to, but now i can't. he's turning me into some stupid, crazy girl! i already had issues trusting him because of demetri. i used to trust so easily, now it's hard to. and now the only person i want talk to about this is demetri. because, well because i still love him.
i thought i was ready, maybe i'm not. i hate washington.
posted by kaylie @ 6:43 PM
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if you hate washington...move. okay that's useless, i know it is. finding it hard to trust people is actually a good quality, one i wish i had. it keeps your heart safe from people who don't deserve what you have to give them. and do not freak out about him not calling. he's a boy. they don't call. not all boys are like the ones we met last year, and it's hard to find that out. it's sort of like years of sleeping on a feather bed and then being forced to cope with a straw pallet on the floor. quite sad. anyways. all that for no real reason...k. i'm done. love you.
i know honey... why is it that people who are worth trusting are the ones we always don't trust. And the ones that we do trust are the ones we shouldn't. i know it dosen't help any honey but I understand. Either way time will tell all.
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