so this is my life.

you know when your heart is heavy. i just want a heart that doesn't feel heavy. sunday night was a bad night. you know when you're all down about something but then you drink and you get worse, all depressed and pathetic. i was ridiculous. i feel bad for the guys that bought us drinks and played pool with us, i was depressed and drunk. that's not a good combination.
i meet someone who makes me not think about someone else. i hope he understands what i don't want in any way...committment.